flippin out pt. 2

lost my cell phone

rest in peace, man. me and you, we've been through a lot of tough times together, but you always made it through. Like the time I lost you for four days and my neighbors found you sitting in my yard frozen. Or the time you fell four feet deep in the james river and my dad dried you out. Even when the outer screen stopped working a few months ago, and your battery wouldn't last for longer than a 3 minute call. I hope whatever crazy homeless person in the library at 7am that found you made good use of you, at least for the three hours until your battery died. New phone tomorrow thnx mom, until then I am feeling so lost.
then I came home to this:



posi style son. gotta love neal

flippin out

can't find her cell phone

Bummer

My human spirituality teacher just made a Twilight reference.




It's gonna be a long year.

Weirdest Week Award

This has been the weirdest and one of the worst weeks of my life. Been at all time highs and all time lows, sometimes barely maintain it.







Yeah, I'm definitely having a personal crisis.

Guess how much money i've spent this year?

+ about $3,000


what the fuck

Got sick of all of my friends at once

Everyone is so predictable, but no one is reliable. This time last year I was just as bad off, but now it seems like it can't be fixed.


I want everyone in life who has fucked me over to never speak to me again, maybe that would make it easier.

Calling it quits

SO DONE.


Done with putting up with your bullshit. Done with smoking and drinking, done with killing myself with dairy. Done with being scared to sleep in my own house, done with manning the fuck up for speeches and dead body checks. My hands are clean.

Lately i've been scaring myself. I can no longer feel emotion for anyone; I don't care about your problems. After committing 6 months to forgetting, all I want to do anymore is go back to the days of this spring, where I didn't work two jobs 50 hours a week, where my mom took care of my shit and gave me her car to take out, where staying up until 5am was the norm. But that's over, and I am learning to accept. It's 2009 bitches, it's time to forget 2008. Great year, but one in which I was ridiculously stupid. I am paying the price now, and I am moving on.

Me and Igor, too classy. Twas the last day of this though.


TAKE ME ON A TRIP!

I'll show you the NTC lifestyle.