Except for kyle, every man i've ever trusted has treated me like a piece of shit.
I think this says more about me than the men.
Tuesday, July 21, 2009
Thursday, July 16, 2009
I just don't understand
Why some people just can't fake it. Every day, I make an unconscious decision to put my best mood forward. I am of the opinion that there is almost never a need to be in a pissy mood, all it succeeds in doing is making everyone around you feel just as shitty as yourself. Every day, at work and at home, the people around me are pissed off.
I can't even recall the last time I engaged in this sort of behavior- you know what i'm talking about. Sulking around silently, frowning constantly, giving one-word answers to innocuous questions. Yet, I constantly encounter it.
Why do some people feel the need to even be in bad moods? The only acceptable reasons for this are receiving some sort of devastating news, or feeling incredibly sick/ill at ease. It's safe to say that most of the people I know have not recently received devastating news or are sick everyday- SO WHY DO THEY FEEL THE NEED TO BE SUCH FUCKING BUMMERS??????
The amount of negativity I see is really starting to get to me. It's frustrating to be constantly cheerful and receive only random, inexplicable pissiness in return. I don't put on a good mood for you fucks- I do it for myself. What I don't understand is what being pissy accomplishes; probably because it accomplishes nothing. There is nothing positive that comes out of sulking, period.
In conclusion, i'd really appreciate it if one other person besides me made the conscious decision to stop their bullshit and attempt to be happy. It's really not that fucking hard, I don't even have to try to be happy. It's being angry and upset that takes the real effort.
I can't even recall the last time I engaged in this sort of behavior- you know what i'm talking about. Sulking around silently, frowning constantly, giving one-word answers to innocuous questions. Yet, I constantly encounter it.
Why do some people feel the need to even be in bad moods? The only acceptable reasons for this are receiving some sort of devastating news, or feeling incredibly sick/ill at ease. It's safe to say that most of the people I know have not recently received devastating news or are sick everyday- SO WHY DO THEY FEEL THE NEED TO BE SUCH FUCKING BUMMERS??????
The amount of negativity I see is really starting to get to me. It's frustrating to be constantly cheerful and receive only random, inexplicable pissiness in return. I don't put on a good mood for you fucks- I do it for myself. What I don't understand is what being pissy accomplishes; probably because it accomplishes nothing. There is nothing positive that comes out of sulking, period.
In conclusion, i'd really appreciate it if one other person besides me made the conscious decision to stop their bullshit and attempt to be happy. It's really not that fucking hard, I don't even have to try to be happy. It's being angry and upset that takes the real effort.
Sunday, July 12, 2009
Wednesday, July 1, 2009
All the Above
There's nothing left to say or think about, all that's left is what has to be done. We can't fix the past in the slightest bit, we can only correct the future.
Things to do:
-apply to jsarge
-fill out fafsa and appeal vcu financial aid
-apply to u of r
Things to do:
-apply to jsarge
-fill out fafsa and appeal vcu financial aid
-apply to u of r
Wednesday, June 24, 2009
Sunday, June 14, 2009
Welcome to the good life
Friday, June 12, 2009
Hello
Today has been the worst day of my life thus far, but that's irrelevant.
What's really pissing me off at the moment is my "Highlights" sidebar on facebook, which continously shows me photo albums and fan pages of people I used to date whom I no longer ever want to see. Sweet, facebook.
What's really pissing me off at the moment is my "Highlights" sidebar on facebook, which continously shows me photo albums and fan pages of people I used to date whom I no longer ever want to see. Sweet, facebook.
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